Another tale of manifestation magic?

I have posted many times here on my blog about my financial troubles. I have also posted some inspiring links to other sites that have inspirational messages that I sometimes even use myself.

What I want is to be successful in my career that I have chosen which is that of writing. There are some bills that I have that are of the nomal sort - mortgage, utilities and the like - that I sometimes struggle with. Another bill that I have is that of my mother's nursing home bill. My mother died last year and there was still a balance due on her nursing home bill. I started to pay this undue balance. Besides the fact that the nursing home had a claim on her estate the fact of the matter is that this was a very good nursing home and I'm glad that my mother received the kind of care that she did. The staff was so nice and they treated her with such respect and friendship that I was glad that she was there. There were also a lot of other residents there that helped for the atmosphere.

Well the unpaid balance started at just over $4,000. I was paying about $50 a month towards that balance. About 9 months later after making the monthly payments that balance that was due was cut down to just over $2,000. Imagine my surprise! It was due to my mother's insurance who before this wouldn't pay for the bill at all even though the nursing home submitted the bill to them more than once.

Well I welcomed that decrease in the balance due - more than I could tell you!

Although my finacial obligations were still a struggle I still continued to make the monthly payments and I still continued my sessions of meditation and my sessions of manifesting and my various spells to achieve what is that I wanted which was wealth.

I got behind on the payment for the month and was worrying and fretting about it. Well guess what I got in the mail? It was another billing statement from the nursing home and on it was the balance currently due and it was $0! Again imagine my surprise!

I am thoroughly convinced that my mind and other forms of mental things that I did had something to do with this. I kind of ponder why the results turned out the way that they did because it wasn't exactly what I wanted. But I know that some of you that will read this will tell me that my thoughts are working even though they may not be working in the way that I wanted them to. Not having to pay this monthly bill leaves me with additional money and I think that that is part of the magic that I created.

So, what do you think about this?

Making Stew!

I was in the kitchen making stew and it dawned on me about the many times it has been suggested that I put pictures in my blog, so I took this picture with my cameraphone:

Here you see the remnants of some onions that I was cutting to add to my stew. Sometimes I think I make the stew more to relax than to just eat the stew. I know lots of people who don't have the patience to cut vegetables but I kind of welcome it. And since I have started my garden I look forward to it!

I like to keep the stew simmering all day so that I can smell it throughout the house.

It also tastes like its good for the soul - at least that is how I feel when I'm eating it. Of course I intend to get a lot more creative cooking my stew - just like I see the people doing on those cooking shows.

Using My Garden As A Sanctuary

I saw this phrase on a message board and thought it inspiring. I never thought to think of my garden as a sanctuary but it could be.

A Sense of My Environment

I know that pictures help make a blog seem more interesting but the truth be told I have the hardest time adding pictures to this blog. I can't even do it using Internet Explorer and I'm using another browser just to be able to add this picture.

As you can see this picture was taken a while ago back during the winter. I took the picture with my cellphone and its one of the views outside my door. It took me this long just to send the picture to my email via my cellphone. But I figure the more I do this the easier it will get. So you can kind of call this a test picture.

Nocturnal

I was sitting here at the computer and it suddenly dawned on me that I have been very much nocturnal for a good part of my life. Even back when I was a kid I remember seeing signs of it. My father used to come home late because he worked the night shift and I remember staying up waiting for him to come home. I wasn't always successful at it but I do remember me staying up late.

Later on in life I have worked a lot of overnight shifts and it didn't bother me much to sleep in the daytime - except when the phone rang or someone was knocking at the door - THAT always annoyed me!

So I'm sitting here typing away and its almost 2am in the morning. It's been raining off and on and there are occassional bouts of lightening. I have the window open and can feel a breeze - as a matter of fact its a little cool for June but I attribute that to the rainy weather. I have the radio playing soft music but not too loud for me to not hear what else is going on! My cat is downstairs laying at her most recent favorite spot which is the coffee table in the livingroom.

I'm going to stay up a few hours more - sunrise is around 6am - so maybe it will just start to be light outside before I go to bed for the "night". The kids will be out waiting for the school bus around 7:30am and I kind of use that as a "clock" to let me know what time it is.

To be quite honest I kind of like this nocturnal schedule and I know that if I don't stress about it too much my schedule will resort to more "normal" hours later on down the line like it always does. How cool is it to live like that!

UFOs?

I have always been - more or less - an open-minded person. I believe that there are things that can't be explained. I have an interest in those things old, ancient and mysterious. I especially love all those specials that come on TV around Hallowen about witches, vampires and other such related stuff.

I recently was looking at a blog about UFO's and although I haven't had any personal experiences with UFO's that doesn't mean that I don't think that they aren't a possibility. I don't think that ours is the only planet with habitants on it.

But it's always interesting to find other sites and blogs that are interesting.