Another ? Experience?
So tell me, what do you think of this experience?
I'm determined to go to the store to get a few necessary items. The store is within walking distance. I was going to put it off but the news talked about bad weather for the next two days so I decide to go to the store today. I didn't know it at the time but it had started raining lightly but I was still determined to go so that I could avoid being out in the more worse weather that was yet to come. So I go to the store, buy my couple of items and when I got home I find that I'm missing $5 in change! Of course this is upsetting to me and I will admit that I got a little obsessed about it. I could have backtracked my steps but remember it was raining and cold so I decided not to do it. Of course I kept digging in my pockets hoping that the money would "magically" turn up but it hasn't. I start to lament about this when the mail comes. Guess what I got in the mail? A digital camera! No it didn't come out of nowhere. I had actually filled out one of those rebate/offer forms for this digital camera and mailed it in. But guess what? I mailed the form EXACTLY ONE WEEK AGO! I didn't know that I would get the camera so soon - in fact I thought that there might be a problem with the forms.
So I'm bummed (actually obsessed) about not finding the $5 but quite tickled that I got the digital camera (and got it so soon!). So I'm wondering about the message in all of this. Its like I got both a negative and a positive experience both together at almost the same time. I also have this problem with being obsessed about money (which I am continually working on). Its like the message is saying bad things can happen but good things can happen too. I also get the feeling that obsessing too much about money will bring about "strange" money experiences that will happen (like this experience).
I have done a few "money" spells in my short time as a witch and one of my most successful spells was a money spell that consisted entirely of my visualization and my focused state of mind. I think that this is one of the keys that I have to remember and that is my state of mind (and also my focus). As far as the $5 is concerned I'm taking the advice that I heard mentioned and that is that it is a test, something to throw me off track and take away my focus (which it has). Now what matters is me getting back on track with my life!
I'm determined to go to the store to get a few necessary items. The store is within walking distance. I was going to put it off but the news talked about bad weather for the next two days so I decide to go to the store today. I didn't know it at the time but it had started raining lightly but I was still determined to go so that I could avoid being out in the more worse weather that was yet to come. So I go to the store, buy my couple of items and when I got home I find that I'm missing $5 in change! Of course this is upsetting to me and I will admit that I got a little obsessed about it. I could have backtracked my steps but remember it was raining and cold so I decided not to do it. Of course I kept digging in my pockets hoping that the money would "magically" turn up but it hasn't. I start to lament about this when the mail comes. Guess what I got in the mail? A digital camera! No it didn't come out of nowhere. I had actually filled out one of those rebate/offer forms for this digital camera and mailed it in. But guess what? I mailed the form EXACTLY ONE WEEK AGO! I didn't know that I would get the camera so soon - in fact I thought that there might be a problem with the forms.
So I'm bummed (actually obsessed) about not finding the $5 but quite tickled that I got the digital camera (and got it so soon!). So I'm wondering about the message in all of this. Its like I got both a negative and a positive experience both together at almost the same time. I also have this problem with being obsessed about money (which I am continually working on). Its like the message is saying bad things can happen but good things can happen too. I also get the feeling that obsessing too much about money will bring about "strange" money experiences that will happen (like this experience).
I have done a few "money" spells in my short time as a witch and one of my most successful spells was a money spell that consisted entirely of my visualization and my focused state of mind. I think that this is one of the keys that I have to remember and that is my state of mind (and also my focus). As far as the $5 is concerned I'm taking the advice that I heard mentioned and that is that it is a test, something to throw me off track and take away my focus (which it has). Now what matters is me getting back on track with my life!
posted by Angel at 1:03 AM
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